When will I able to spend more than ten rushed minute with my boyfriend? How will it ever be possible for us to spend some time together without being bothered by anyone? To know we don’t have a curfew here or someone is waiting for us and to be with each other. I want to be able to cuddle with him instead of just kissing while hidding. These are the times I’d really wish for an unsupervised sleepover

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Today I was assured that one should never talk to anyone while drunk, on meds or when one is incredibly sleepy to the point of walking dead when one has a lot of repressed thoughts or feelings. A friend of mine whom shall remain nameless today confessed to me that he’s so tired he needed a hug and a a back rub and kiss, I said I’d help him if I could just trusting the innocence of a friend’s help but as I did this, this friend started admiring how much he liked my backside. Not only how he admired it but he also confessed to me how he;d work it if he could, all of this after telling me that I should ignore my sentimental companion and most likely… leave him. After expressing his favorite parts of me, he deeply confessed what he’d like to do to me when and if I could allow him to. And as he told me the raw expression of everything, for some reason I imagined it too, in full color HD, in my head, in my way of thinking.

I thought how we’d start out simple,a few laughs, some more jokes, just to relax the atmosphere. Then we’d move a bit closer and build up some work on the already long-termed existing tension between us, you know… a few caresses, lower voices, closeness maybe even the own beautiful desire of a few bites here and there, along a neck, a jawline, maybe even chest which would slowly progress to a third step in which all offers would’ve been brought to the table, negotiated without second thought, accepted and carried out with the up most efficiency, need and desire. This part consisting solely on carrying and breaking that longed tension with kisses, bites in more centered places, deeper caresses and squeezes that only release the deep sounds of hidden feelings and release. From here on in both souls would become one in what could only be described as the most anticipated event in one or maybe, with some doubt, both hearts. An event that with every bite or scrape of skin or lip, with every exchange of breath and eye contact would only smoke up the needs of blood and tactile releases in more than one teaching.

Throughout the whole process though all I could do was kick myself thinking of how this could’ve been a possibility and how dirty and cheap I feel knowing that I think about these things and I don’t stop these thoughts when I know it is imperative that I do. Knowing I should stop these thoughts I don’t want them to because the truth is that sometimes I really wish they were true… and the things he tells me don’t really ever help me stop this process, it just undertakes me into a new self-destructive grave in which… I don’t want to get out of…

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radioags:

Hottest scene ever, if it didn’t hurt a bit when I see it, I’d reach climax everytime I saw it

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Estoy en el mismo medio y necesito tiempo para reintegrarme a mi lugar feliz. debo buscar la manera de ambiar muchas cosas pero mas aun buscar la manera de estar agusto con mis deciiones y poder dejar claro y seguro todo  lo que tengo hasta ahora. Internamente herida busco la solucion no de los problemas sino de un corazon roto. Y no roto por amor sino abierto por la verdad, verdad que por tanto esconderla crece de momento y explota dentro de ti abriendote a un mundo del cual caes y chocas en vez de progresivamenteit llegando a acostumbrarte. Peromi terapia solo empiesza ahora y con esperanza me ire desentoxicando poco a pocoy esperare para poder respirar el aire de mi mundo una vez mas

beccers:

• I feel annoying.
• I feel like you might not want to talk.
• I feel unwanted when you don’t reply.
• It normally turns awkward and fades out.

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Mirame. ?Que paso? ?Seran mis sentimientos caidos, mis lagrimas muertas, mi cuerpo insipido, mi lengua negra, mi cabellera esquizofrenica, mis ojos fetidos, mis manos resecas, mis pies agrios, mis orejas sordas, mi boca caida, mis dientes agrietados, mis cejas clavas, mis organos caidos, mi corazon cangrinoso, mis u~as sangrientas, mis mu~ecas vacias, mis estrias abundantes, mi cerebro retrasado, mi cuello torcido, mi espina quebrantada, mis caderas destrozadas, mis rodillas dislocadas, mis lunares reusados, mis poros tapados, mi pecho desinflado, mi aliento dilatado, mis palabras obscenas, mis brazos estillados, mis piernas denegadas, mi garganta acida, mi esofago amarrado, mis ri~ones explotados, mis intestinos tapados, mis calammbres devoradores, mis pensamientos canibales, mis acciones perdidas, mi postura desaparecida, mi sangre envenenada o simplemente mis criticas exactas?

Estas cosas destrozan a cuaquiera y por eso lo guardo todo en sombras.

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OMG are they serious? Not one full episode of Jersey Shore and those asses are already in royal rumble? I can’t believe this; and they say Latinos are fucked up. Having such fame can never be healthy for a person. All the drama and all the shit, I juts find it entertaining but also sort of annoying. I mean you’re famouse because someone calls you fake ass bitch and so you punch that person. I mean If I punch someone I’m latina and so it’s in my blood, I’m violent, I’m mexican and I need anger management. They hit someone and “BOOM” instant fame. It is annoying and wrong but it’s just so entertaining. I mean all they so is sex, party and fight; nothing more. Just like one man’s trash is another man’s treasure well someone’s short tempered and exaggerated drama is my wednesday night entertainment XD.

fraumeerschaum-deactivated20120 asked: este es el blog de Mariel? lol i cant tell from the pic..hahahahah
OMFFFG I LOVE JOY DIVISION TOO!!!

si loka este blog tambn es mio es q este es mas sobre las cosas que me da con escribir so I write them, more like a diary/note pad. el otro es por joder